Nov

12

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Categories: Encouragement, Faith, History, Music

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Thankful, regardless…

1618-1648 – as the Thirty Years’ War progressed, a steady stream of refugees passed through the gates of Eilenburg, a small city in Saxony.  The Swedish army besieged the city, and hundreds of homes were destroyed. The plague, then famine, were rampant.  The pastors in the city were kept busy conducting funerals, until they, too, succumbed.  Only one was then available… to perform over 50 burial services per day.

Martin Rinkart was the Lutheran minister who remained.  He was a prolific writer, had extensive musical talents, and was a man devoted to his calling.  His faith and courage ministered to thousands of people during his lifetime, and produced a legacy for believers in centuries beyond.  During those war-torn days, he was inspired to pen what is perhaps his best-known composition:

“Now thank we all our God, with heart and hands and voices,
Who wondrous things has done, in Whom this world rejoices;
Who from our mothers’ arms has blessed us on our way
With countless gifts of love, and still is ours today.

O may this bounteous God through all our life be near us,
With ever joyful hearts and blessèd peace to cheer us;
And keep us in His grace, and guide us when perplexed;
And free us from all ills, in this world and the next!

All praise and thanks to God the Father now be given;
The Son and Him Who reigns with Them in highest Heaven;
The one eternal God, Whom earth and Heaven adore;
For thus it was, is now, and shall be evermore.”

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Nov

11

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Categories: Counting My Blessings, Encouragement, Faith, Spiritual Growth

Reminiscing: November, 2003

From a Thankful Heart, 11/03

We’ve had tremendous reasons for counting our blessings during this past year.  For those who may not know, Kevin was unemployed for nine months, then had a temporary job for three months before finding a permanent position.  After that extended period, we finally had to declare bankruptcy, and gave up our house in the process.  Looking now at more of an overall picture, those events seem far less significant than we deemed them at the time.  For just one area of examples…

Financially, we were “making ends meet” far longer than we expected, due to some of Kevin’s decisions as his job was terminated – at one point, it didn’t seem to make sense, the order in which things happened, but we could see God’s plan and provision.  Kevin qualified for unemployment, and God guided my business endeavors, which resources took care of our basic necessities and most bills for a while longer.  However, our own planning and efforts could only go so far in our set of circumstances.

At different times, particularly when we were not doing well, financially or emotionally, God blessed us through benevolence from the church as a whole, then from individual members of the church family.  We received anonymous offerings, occasionally someone handed one of us an envelope with a hug, some thoughtful soul(s) mailed us Publix gift certificates during the holidays, and we frequently carried home bags and boxes of groceries from friends who shopped for our family as they provided for their own.  One family single-handedly kept us going with a huge donation that almost completely paid the utilities and car payment for two months.

Clothes for the kids, little extras that people generally take for granted, someone paying for a prescription I needed, gifts for the kids at Christmas… this doesn’t mean that every time we walked through the church doors, something happened to benefit our circumstances, but there was certainly a lot of provision!  I’m sure I’m forgetting something, because there was simply so much – but my heart will remember the love and concern long after details have faded away.

None of this should seem odd, it’s what Christians are supposed to do, how a caring church is supposed to act — except that after a life-time in church, neither Kevin nor I have ever experienced such a constancy of concern and generosity, such an outpouring long after the initial needs were generally known.  Thank you for all your prayers, hugs, notes of encouragement, inquiries for particular needs, donations of every kind, and for your ministry to us, responding in love at so many levels.

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Nov

10

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Categories: Faith, Music, Spiritual Growth

Holy Lord God almighty, Who was, and is, and is to come

Make me holy as You are Holy,

set apart to worship You.

I come with reverence into Your Presence

seeking “the way of holiness.”

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Nov

10

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Categories: Children, Faith

In God’s Lap

I loved it when my kids were small and one of them would climb up into my lap and stay for awhile.  Not a visit to briefly tell me something, then leave again; but to sit still and snuggle and visit with me.  Those were such sweet, love-filled moments, that I never got enough of them.  But, the older they got, the busier they got.  Sitting still just wasn’t very high on their priority list.

This is just one of the significant parallels I see in our relationships with our children and our relationships with God.  He created us for fellowship, but how often do we actually sit still in His lap and let Him love us?

How often, having climbed up to talk to Him, do we remember something “important” and jump up to run away from His presence?  I imagine that His arms may feel much as mine did under similar circumstances – suddenly empty and chilled, just when I was settling down for a comfortable cose.

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Nov

5

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Categories: Children, Counting My Blessings, Grief

My missing child

Shortly after our eldest child’s first birthday (Zander), we discovered that another little gift would join our family in 1996.  I thought it would be a girl, so during early days, only female names were really discussed.  I was delighted to have no morning sickness, after spending six months in the bathroom while carrying Zander.

It seems I have to be really sick to carry healthy children to term. By the beginning of the second trimester, Bethany Kathleen was no longer with us — we discovered this during the first week of February. To bypass the grieving first months, then the few years when the actual anniversary was really hard — after all these years, sometimes I don’t even remember on “the day.”  But February comes and a general feeling of sadness appears, sometimes just barely there for a few days, sometimes for weeks, and then it goes away. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I try to ignore it because I’m too busy to be maudlin — this year, I was dealing with insomnia during that time, so I chose to look back and count blessings during the quiet night hours.

*I had a loving, tender-hearted husband as a companion on that journey. He may have never felt he did enough, but he could not have tried harder to understand my feelings and comfort me.

*I was tearful with relief when morning sickness first appeared during my next two pregnancies, while I was carrying Brendon and Aislynn.

*I feel most fortunate — I have several friends who lost multiple children through miscarriages. I feel slightly guilty — my grieving was easy, compared to that suffered by those who lose a child to stillbirth.

*Whatever might have been the flaw with Bethany, I’m glad that she didn’t have to live with pain.

*We have our wonderful, sweet Brendon — the way life was timed, if Bethany had survived, Brendon wouldn’t exist.

*The thought that brought me the most comfort when my grandmother died was that she and my baby had just met each other somewhere in Heaven.

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Nov

2

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Categories: Faith, Spiritual Growth

My Faith

I was assigned the essay topic of explaining the reasons for my faith in God. I was at first perplexed, then I stopped thinking in terms of “intellectual arguments,” and the assignment seemed fairly simple.

The reason for my hesitation was that I don’t remember a time when I didn’t believe in God. During my formative years, I was taught Scripture, and largely believed the things I was told about God by my parents and grandparents. However, Scripture and my own observations supported everything I was told at home and in Sunday school and my faith was strengthened accordingly.

I was well into adulthood before I learned the theological terms for God’s revelatory concepts. We are given special revelation in the Bible, while general revelation comes through the realm of physical creation where God reveals Himself to all persons in all places at all times. The Bible reveals the character and personality of God, and His love and plan for our lives. In a general way, creation reveals His handiwork, order, provision for our lives, and attention to detail. But, even as a child, I could see His revelation for myself.

One of my first memory verses when I was very small was Genesis 1:1, “In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth.” I looked around at a complex, diverse world that must have had a powerful designer. I had no trouble accepting that the world was formed by God, and reading various theories have never shaken that belief. It matters not to me whether He completed it in six literal days or not; however it happened, I believe He designed this wonderful world we live in.

During my teen years, though I never questioned God’s existence, I did experience doubts in many areas. A combination of both special and general revelation solidified my faith. If I believed that God was my creator and I believed that Jesus was my Savior, then what else could the Bible reveal as truth for my life? As I learned more of His Word, I also looked at principles of gravity and genetics and was overwhelmed at how much thought and care went into every detail of creation. I read of God’s love for me and His desire for fellowship with me, and experienced peace and contentment and other “revelatory” confirmations that my belief was not misplaced.

I don’t think I can recall every instance of creation confirming Scripture and vice-versa, but I know they have occurred frequently in my life. And the one truth that Jesus has confirmed for me countless times is “I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.”

Perhaps the faith I hold dear is inexplicable to nonbelievers. Perhaps I can’t formulate the right words to persuade another to join me in my beliefs. I’m quite certain that I won’t remember every term and explanation that might sound “reasonable” to a highly educated or logical person. However, if someone asks and is willing to accept the premise of my belief in God’s Word as the basis of all else, then I’m willing to share my journey with them and let the Holy Spirit use my words as He will.

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